I am not even sure, that this is right. I do not feel anything. I do not feel like I've lost a person, whom I love. I feel some level of discomfort, a pretty annoying one, but not "my heart is broken" kind of stuff. She'd accomplished an almost impossible task. And my daughter just don't care about me and this fact is slowly chilling me down. At some point, only there's only responsibility left. NVG.
My spine pain has leveled up, I am planning to visit a doctor. Not a very cheerful prospect.